"I just hope my baby will forgive me one day" I'm not okay

She described her abortion as traumatic. She shared that the abortion clinic provided information prior to taking the pill, though she felt that they did not disclose how bad it would be. She was told that it would be like a period. She shared that she has very painful menstrual cramps and did not feel fully informed that her cramps would feel worse than that, stating it was much worse than expected. She shared that during the cramping she felt the strong urge that something had to come out, though she was never instructed on what to do at that point. She said she was alone and spent the night crying and in pain. She never looked but was told that if she did all she would see was tissue and blood clots. After sharing about feeling that urge and everything come out that she said "I just knew in that moment that my baby was no longer here." Later she said, "I just hope my baby will forgive me one day."