"I saw the little baby...no one told me I would see that" I'm not okay

This woman is a part of our after abortion healing group. It was there where she was able to really share her story for the first time. She shared that when she found herself pregnant again, she decided to take the abortion pill. She previously had a surgical abortion and two miscarriages. She remembers the people at abortion clinic telling her the pill would be like a heavy period. That's what she remembered her miscarriages being like and she thought it would be easier than the surgical abortion. However what she experienced was completely different. She began crying and said "it's way worse" than that. She cupped her hands together as if she was picking something up and said "I saw the little baby...no one told me I would see that". As she wiped tears from her eyes she shared that she has never shared what she saw with anyone--not even her husband. Until now, when she shared it with us.