"I Loved my Baby, I wanted to Have it... but I Wasn't Strong Enough" I'm not okay

She shared about both her abortions and was honest that she deeply regrets them. Both times she took the abortion pill. When I asked her if she thought it was anything like what she expected she said no. She went into detail how she felt that abortion clinics don't mentally and emotionally prepare women to go through the things that they actually experience during an abortion. She said that abortion changes you and you never forget what you've done even if you've learned to forgive yourself and find healing. She shared how traumatic her abortions were for her mentally, emotionally and spiritually, let alone physically. She experienced bleeding for up to 2 months and had to take additional pills because of concern for retained product. She cried and shared that she loved her baby and wanted to have it, but she "just wasn't strong enough".